in love with the liar

A gamble made
The waiting game
Needless worrying
Tiresome thinking
Truth be told
Sick of it all
But still in love with the liar

I’m sorry mama
For missing dinner
I would’ve been back in time
But I’m in heaven now, I think

I’m sorry dad
I wish you could have seen what I could have been
It’s really not my fault
But I’m in heaven now, I think

I didn’t mean to be rude
I really wanted to say the things I didn’t
I tried really hard to wake up
When you asked me to

I told them here that it was my turn
To be your strength
But they won’t let me leave
I’m in heaven now, I think

Tell my siblings I’m sorry
I promised I’d be there for them
I didn’t mean to make them cry
But I’m in heaven now, I think